Where Do You Want Me?

Sometimes I am filled with questions, questions I can't answer and don't know when God will, or if He already has. For the last couple years, that daunting question has been, "God, where do you want me?" Why can't I hear Him? Sometimes my heart says to be patient and that I am right where He wants me, and other times I feel just like I am treading. God, is my purpose to be a mother and raise our children to love you? To be a faithful wife? To love you? Is this all? Is there something more out there for me, someway that I can reflect your love and light on the world and change it for the better if only in my one little way? What is my ministry Lord? This body is your vessel, please use me.